-; Jyrki
"Did you know that I kissed Bazie last night?" I sounded so nervous in the phone, Jussi could tell that I really didn't know what to do. He laughted a little then said "Yea, now I know!", I got a little upset about him not taking this serious.

"Man, I'll have to take it a little more easier with the drinking, I can't let it happend again..." Jussi laughted again and replied "Yea, you're probably right.." I changed the subject and started talking about the girl Jussi took home last night. "How was she?" I said and Jussi could feel my grin into the phone.

"I guess she was fine.. Acctually I don't even remember taking her clothes off, but it was OK I guess..." Jussi said and thought of it. He really didn't remember anything. "Well, at least you got something else then a gay experience!" I said and Jussi laughted, then asked if there where going to be some band playing tonight.

"Yea, some cool rockband is playing at a bar faily near, we could go there? We'll meet at the bar arround the corner at 8 p.m. ok?" Jussi mumblered "mmhmm.." and I stupidly continued and said "There will be a lot of nice girls that you can screw arround with" And laughted after saying it, and I was soon about to regret it. Jussi made a small sigh and then yelled "FUCK YOU, FAG" and hung up.

Damn, he got pretty offended because of me saying that about the girls.. Well, I hope he'll be there anyway. And then I'll hit him cause he called me fag.

-; Jussi
Fucking Jyrki, had to be so unnecessary and said that about the girls. Yea, maybe I've got this bad habit and sleep with girls that I don't know in a desperate hope to some freaking day find someone called "the right", but I was soo not proud about it. Anyway, I'm going to that club tonight.. But I'll probably be hurt because I called Jyrki fag.

7.47 p.m.
I runned arround in my apartment looking for my t-shirt I got from my friend Vee, the one that says "I don't wanna grow up", I loved that so much. I wanted to wear it tonight.. But I could find it, and I would feel so ashamed if I'd got rid of it. I rushed into my bedroom and seached trough the pile of clothes that where laying on the floor again, AND THERE it was! I puted it on and now almost ready to leave, just need to pick up my phone and put on some shoes.

Found my phone, sliped into my pink misfits-shoes, puted on a coat and stepped outside my apartment and locked my door. I got out of the grey small dirty corridore and lighted a cig, started walking to the pub. I saw Jyrki and Timo standing outside, Timo smoking and Jyrki rubbed his hands over his arms to keep himself warm. It was snowing a bit, and it was fairly dark outside, but I still had my sunglasses on. Jyrki got a sight of me and started waving. I rasted my hand just to show that I noticed him. He was wearing a half unbuttoned shirt so I could see why he was cold. And ofcourse, his freaking skinpants.

"Yo!" I said and smiled to Jyrki and Timo. I took my last drag on the cig and let it fall to the snowfilled ground. They replied and started talking about the club and the bands that have played there. I really didn't listen I just stood there and thought for myself. I will try to not bring home some random chick today.. And try to not drink so much..

"What do you think about that, Messy?" I didn't noticed that Timo was asking me if we should go do the club. "Jussi?" He said and then I reacted "Huh, come again?" Jyrki held the back of his right band infront of his mouth, made a giggle and mumblered 'come again.. hihi' I just looked at him hopeless, then looked back at Timo and said "Yea, sure, lets go." We started walking.

"Shall we meet Archzie and Pasi there?" I said and looked over to Jyrki again, and he amediatly stoped grin from himself and got serious. "Yes, they're already there.", "mmhmmm, Ville is there to?" Timo asked me. I thought for a second.. "I dunno.." was my final answer, and we had now arrived to the club. There where some people outside that smoked, and like 7 people in the line infront of us.

We got in and I puted my coat on a hook that was on the big black wall, and could hear some fairly good music comming from further inside of the club. We started to push ourselfes to the bar, found Bazie and Archzie, I noticed that Jyrki didn't feel like talking to Bazie this night. We ordered beer and we forced us to a table almost in the corner of the club.

Jyrki catched some girls on the way that sat with us arround the table, and to my dread I saw that blonde girl that left my apartment this morning screaming 'Fuck You!' before running out. I drank the rest of my beer and mumbled 'Excuse me' to Archzie that where siting next to me, and I standed up and started walking to the bar. I sat down on a reguilar red bar-chair and ordered another beer. I lighted a cig when I got my beer and took deep, deep drags to get this weird feeling out of me.

When I finnished my cig, I took my almost half-filled beer glas and standed up, to walk arround a little in the club. As soon as I turned arround, this girl didn't noticed that she where going to bump into me, and she did, and I accedently spilled out the rest of my beer on her chest. She took a really deep breath, probably of the cold beer, and then giggled a little.

"I'm sorry, I'll buy you another one" She said, took some paper out of her bag and started to press it against her shirt and I started to apologize to her, but she just said "No problem, I'll be fine!" And for the first time she looked into his eyes. She thought she saw him before, then she got it. "Oh.. my... Ju.. no... Is it?" She backed away from me a little, checked me from head to toe, and then puted her hand infront of her mouth. "OH MY, you're Jussi, right?!" She said and smiled so happily to me.

I smiled back to her and said "Yea, I am.. Nothing special about that.." She looked bigeyed on me, ignoring what I said. "You're so hot! And I love your t-shirt!" She said, still smiling. "Ha, thank you dear, but now I have to lend it to you, cause yours is all wet of beer, because of me!" I could stop staring at her. She was really cute. She had shining blue eyes, kind of short black hair, this stripes of red in her fringe.

She also had a really good makeup and it really matched her. She was wearing a usual black t-shirt, that was now all wet, and a short skirt in red and black. Yea, she was really cute. "But, then you won't have any shirt. And it's very cold outside, you know!", "Dont you think that I, Jussi69, is used to not wear a shirt. He is." She laughted and it made me feel kind of warm inside.

"We'll go to the toilets and you can change to my shirt there. Ok?" She nodded and we walked to the toilet. I took my shirt of and she looked, almost stared, at my halfnaked body. "Oh my god, you really are Jussi69!!" She said, giggle, took my shirt and went into the toilet. I stood outside, smiling for myself. I want to meet her again, that's for sure.